every kiss
tonight, think of this:
every kiss
from anyone
who ever leaned themselves
into you
(so smile at your loved one,
but this is not that song)
tonight, rewind the track
and pause on every scene
every temporary pact
when you jumped into the stream
awkward, tingling,
there was nothing so sweet;
and/or sometimes drunken,
let’s face it, un-neat
a park bench
a parking lot
happy-hour bar
a crowded party
one or twice candlelight
yes, even that backseat car
many places you have been
many faces you have seen
almost all just nodded,
politely applauded, coolly regarded
and you to them, too
there’s only a few offered their lips to you
a fleeting moment
maybe longer, maybe big regret
sometimes stupid silly sad
maybe you’ve chosen to forget
but tonight, think of this:
every kiss
from every one
ever really breathed
into you